avatar: living with beauty: beholder of dieux faux

10.22.07: living with beauty; i'm not beautiful but my sisters are;
mom
and gran are too; gran photo :

my opportunity to study their lives was afforded by birth order;
as the oldest of six, i'm the oftime gatekeeper, and always the observer.

i'm the only one that actually looks like my beloved (dieux faux) avatar. no, my nose is not avatar teeny; no, my haircolor is not halloween orange (not everyday) ; avatar proportions are cartoonlike... as they should be; ... and yes,

we

all of us

wear glasses.

we

most of us (me)

have perfect posture

a direct gaze

and

tenacity